I know there are people here who can't decide what they should order, so as promised, I took pictures of my wall calendars side by side and the diary as soon as I got them (which was today). I apologize for the quality (sorry I've no scanner!!) I used natural light and we haven't seen the sun here all day. Also the site kept on rotating my pictures and then downgrading the quality when I'd rotate them again.



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i've read too many krislay fics just these past few days...
is there something wrong with fandom right now? last time i checked a good 75% of fandom ignores my beautiful otp for taoris and krisyeol (i pulled the number out of my ass ofc).
i'm getting a bit paranoid.

but then again meeeeh not really more krislay to read for me. n_n



5 days to go.

- i'm not dead (obviously?)
- i passed the screening and i got the scholarship (in case we aren't twitter/fb friends)
- i'm leaving for korea in two weeks 8( i'm staying there for three years. 8((
- my first year will be spent in suwon, learning korean at sungkyungkwan uni, the next two will be at seoul, for my postgrad degree at yonsei gsis
- status of my packing is probs at around 5% HA!
- i need a new layout. my welcome post image has a dead link
- i need to write a new profile stat. my profile still states that i'm 18 JFC I'M TURNING 22 IN A FEW MONTHS
- yixing is the most perfect creature on earth
- jaehyo is still my angel (along with yixing)
- the two items above are not really relevant but i just had to tell you because of reasons
- i'm thinking of making all my previous embarrassing entries private and pretend to start anew. i would delete everything or move to a new journal but naaaah i've too many memories to do that.

...that's it i'll update tomorrow because i really shouldn't be here. 8(



sehun has a thing for kyungsoo's neck i really... idk how to feel about this exo is my armada.

tyfyt.

READING HAWT FIC WHILE MY FRIENDS ARE STILL SLEEPING BESIDE ME NBD. BEST 6-HOURS OF SLEEP I HAD IN WEEEEEKKKS. I'M NOT EVEN BUTTHURT ABT NOT SLEEPING LONGER. UGH I CAN I BE RICH PLZ PLZ.

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guys there is fic with my ot3 in it i literally put my pillow against my face and silent-screamed for 5 seconds I CAN'T TAKE THIS!!!!!

someone would take all of my exo feels and run with it.
because i cannot handle all of them alone. i am serious.

i am so close to signing up for krn fansites and just... THAT IS STRESSFUL D: dnw to do that anymore sobs. but there is a burning need ;u; burning.

this is an autoplaying video of an angel with a blinding smile and a pure heart

i'm sobbing.

i have discovered the beauty that is kris and lay. kray.
i will go down with this ship idec if it doesn't exist (but it does tho thankfully)
as if no one saw this coming lol. this is so fucking obvious of me; i do this to every group i like lbr.

i have so much love for exo m rn. 8(

if I had to make up an OT3 name with my top 2 exo biases and myself...

it'd be krissing.
it's perfect tbh. kris, issing, and krissy. lmao.

kroongho's still the best one tho.

okay i should sleep. :3 interview tomorrow (bec it's now April 10 haha)! for some reason i'm not so nervous anymore lol i'm just like yeah i already did what i could so that's that. :))

It was as if I was reborn, as a child who knows nothing
Thinking for a moment that it might just be a dream, I closed my eyes and opened them once more
And I found myself standing like I've been praying, before such an eager you
Just once I want to be by your side, matching your stride
Once, just once

* I rode the gentle winds into your world
You innocently asked me where I came from
And I told you that it's a secret
If we could remain this way for always, walking together
Anywhere would be heaven

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Yes, yes I own the tumblr account where this was posted. I apparently need one to properly stan EXO /sigh
I don't plan to be active in the fandom anyway so don't mind that account lol. I just had to translate this song, I really love it. :c

odg please give me strength. i need to stop looking up exo pics/videos/fics. this is crazy i have two more days until the interview!

granted that i'm mostly done; i just need to memorize my answers. i've been constructing them for the better part of the week, reading about current issues and reviewing some concepts. i even had to think about and look up the connection of international relations with both Harry Potter and Hunger Games in case I'm asked about my favorite/recently read book. :))
it's so weird going to the interview with canned answers to so many questions but i really have to memorize them lest i freeze up during the interview itself and forget what i want to say. i have a tendency of doing that; my memory is too weak and so i need to make an effort to keep things in my mind. 8(

ah well i hope we could just fast forward to the 11th so i can finally get it over with ;u;
AND THEN I CAN JUST STAN EXO WITH NO REGRETS ADSKJFADKFJADSFADSFDFAS.

(and finish the subs omg i swear. i'm done with it but merging the subs with the video is such an icky job for my computer)

oh and happy birthday yukwon. :) i hope you have a nice date with ur gurlfran ohohoho.