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I srsly do not know what to think.

Please let everything be okay soon. :(

The rains Pepeng will bring just got stronger... DNW. :| ;__________; Spare us pleaseee... the waters have just started receding. ;_____;

My dad is kinda semi-panicking. D:

I must go out in an hour to load my cell up again. BACK!

( Here are some pictures of the street outside my house... )

As I said in my post yesterday, we use dump trucks to get out of the village. People who have cars though have the option to go through the back gate. They can circumvent the village and go through Taytay or Floodway and take the looonnnggg route to arrive in Ortigas.

Wanna see how they do it? 8D

And I have my internetz back. :) Though not for long, I'm sure. Pepeng is on his way and I'm actually nervous about it. I will most probably leave this weekend to stay in Cubao (with long-time friends Frances and Ianah) because my streets are still flooded and I can't just commute to school and back the way I used to. DUMP TRUCKS are the way to go now, if you want to get in and out of my village via the old route. YES, dirty, muddy, dump trucks. :| Not for me. Thankfully the waters didn't reach the inside of our house, but the rains brought by Pepe might just get in when they fall. And that makes me anxious... because I'd have to leave my dad here. And I don't want to leave him here alone if ever Casey decides to leave too to be closer to work. :( fdkgsjgfkdfg ougad I'll cry when we have to leave. ;_; It's been nearly a week since Ondoy and our streets are still flooded. But mostly I feel most for those in Pinagbuhatan, the baranggay right across from us, because not only were their houses submerged in water last Saturday, making them lose their property... but the water level in their area is STILL chest-deep after one week. :( I just don't know how they'll be able to get back on their feet again.

Even my aunt who lives in Landaya, San Pedro Laguna was hit really hard, I think. :( I hope they'll be able to get through this. My grandmother's house was flooded a wee bit, but the water receded quickly, thankfully. :)

I would love to have joined the relief operations happening right now... but I'm stuck here in my village. :( I'm honsetly getting sick of water. It's like... the sea shore here. :| And it looks like it isn't going to be going away any time soon. My dad is getting stressed about life here... I feel bad for him.

I hope Pepeng isn't too strong or won't hit us hard, because that SUPER TYPHOON will take our house with it if ever. :| Our house isn't strong... it's kind of old (more than a decade), unfinished, and needs lots of repairs. ;_________; HAAAALP Lord. :|

OH AND HOLY SHIZ THAT PICTURE OF A CROC SOMEWHERE NEAR MY AREA? That is really an effing picture of a croc. :| I hope it's far far far away right now or sth. :|

Okay, I go sleep now. :) :* I love you guys... even if I don't update much, I still do read. :) But I'm really burdened with readings the past week in school... I had 200+ pages to read... for 2 subjects, and other homeworks for other courses so D:. I read even while commuting. :|

I hope you are all fine. :D

HELLO I AM HERE TO... IDK TELL YOU HOW HAPPY I AM. DUE TO MY GRADES. :">

Slightly lower than what I got last term... and I didn't expect the grade I received in my SPEECOM class... but nevertheless, it's high enough for me and I'm happy. :D 20 units, 2 units are non-academic, GPA is 3.583 and YAY! 8D

ok, i'm out. :3

IDK just... I LIKE IT.

Tbh, I don't really like Krystal? I mean she's fine but she seems... annoying idk. :| =)) And Victoria looks gorj but... bland. BUT I LIKE THIS GROUP AND THIS SONG. D: FU SM!

LUNA AND AMBER! ♥

1. Stop singing LACHATA in my head.
2. Sleep soon... or tell my mom first that I will go out tmr, then sleep.
3. Stop fucking my life up.

KTHX.

Yes, I do think Amber is hot, and I do like f(x). Thanks. SM fucks me over like that every single time.

Then I can rest for one week...


AND START ALL OVER AGAIN.

So twitter and facebook statuses have become my thing. But since this is pretty big, I decided to announce it here as well.

MONDAY, my schoolbag got stolen.

AND MY LAPTOP WAS IN MY BAG AS USUAL. :| Along with my pencil case (OH MY POOR PENCIL CASE) and my wallet (with only 80 PHP... less than 2 USD YAY GOOD THING \:D/ but my ID costs 600 PHP/12 USD so :( ).

So yes, internet time will be further cut off. I no longer have the luxury of surfing the net as I please during my break times... and during class hours. :(( [/cries]

My mom is VERY MAD. She kept on banging down the phone as she pleased every time she'd hang up on me abruptly last night. And did that thrice... and she is demanding that I pay her back. But this only infuriates her more since she knows the money I will use to pay her is still essentially... well, hers.

That makes me cry under my skin though because I've been saving up for Renz' birthday and... right when it was so fucking close (27th of this month)... I lose the money because I need to pay my mom and... :(( idk baawwlllzzz. I NEED MONEY PPL GIVE ME MONIIIESSS. :(

But Renz helped me through the whole ordeal (police report, emotional support) and for that I am eternally grateful. ♥

Alas, I did not want it to happen (though I do admit my idiotic faults, all of them)... and the thief was really just... mean. :( BAWWWW my hope in humanity lessens with each foray into reality. :<

Now I have no will to do my homeworks... because... idk. Yeah. Pretty numb... and just. Lazy.

On the upside, drama between my boyfriend and I have lessened a lot in the last week. My perspective regarding things have changed as well and that has helped me get out of that HUGE funk I was in (I honestly... felt so bad these last few). I just really need honesty to build the trust back. Fortunately, it's starting to come back, bit by bit. But of course, the trust falters a lot, here and there. :)

Okay people I'm so sorry to have left you hanging again... now I must... sleep. :| I have to wake up in 4 hours. :( I've missed so much school this term. [/wrist] :((((((

Hope you are all doing better than I am. :(

EDIT

If anyone is nice and loaded enough to buy me that < 300 USD Acer laptop from BEST BUY... YOU MAY DO SO. zsdkjgkdfhj HAHAHAHAHAHAH LOL sorry. :)) I was... trying to cheer myself up. :| Maybe my tita..? IDK nah. Prolly. :| She's pretty stingy. :)) OK. Yeah. Sleep now.

:) It says a lot, doesn't it.

I hope one day someone can put you back together again and make you whole. I wish that someone would be me, but I don't know if I already had the chance to and just missed it or failed.

He has... the best, sexiest, most fitting voice and I just... I-I... I love his voice. :| It makes you melt or sth idk!!!!!!!

WTF this is so good. It shouldn't even be a remix, it should've been a whole new song. :|


11!!!!!


SOUNDGASM. :| I want an mp3-quality version. :<

*DEADEADEAD*

If only this kind of sexy song was a normal occurrence in SM land. :( MOOARRRR sexy songs please~!

I... just... can't. :))

Today was a bad day emotionally. I just, tears kept on rushing out. DDD:

So I went to OMTD... (a comm I always check out, though I have never joined or watched it officially. :))) And decided to watch the MAKESHAKE radio perf, finally, for the kicks. I would've never watched this because I HATE secondhand embarrassment, but I needed to LAUGH so bad. :))

The first few seconds already had me in stitches, when they were all singing the chorus. But when Jihyun started singing and looking all ~concerned~ and really ~nervous~... I had to stop. :|

I JUST... CAN NOT. :)) AHAHAHA :( IDK if they were srs or sth because that was just totally bad. :( Yeah. :|

I'm very late and all, but idc. :))



SHARE THE LAUGHTER AND PAIN WITH ME! I can't be the only one who hasn't seen this... RIGHT? RIGHTTT??? :(


Oh and I know that I've been the worst LJ friend... but I'm not good with managing time. Now that I've decided to focus my time on Uni and RL... fandom time has been cut DRASTICALLY. :| So I'm really sorry. Again, if you feel like cutting me because of the lack of contact, I don't really mind. I can only apologize. :) I'm sorry you guise~ but I do try to comment once in a while. :)


AHAHAH ANYWAY I THINK I didn't do too well in my Statistics midterms... because... idk I don't like the teacher. I don't think Stats is hard, esp since this is an introductory course and I already aced my Stats subject in Sopy year and that was a more detailed subject, but... when I don't like the prof, I find it hard to study for the course and I'm... dead. :)) Hahaha idk fml sometimes. :))

ALSO CECI PICTURES OF SNSD. WHY ARE THEY SO GORGEOUS? LIKE SRSLY, THEY ARE MY GIRL CRUSHES. ILTSFM. :* ILT ILT. :D They make me so happy! :D

I still don't really like 2NE1... although they really are a talented bunch and I admire them for that but just... it's... they aren't the type I'd be a real fan of. I adore Dara though because she's always been a cutie and I love her. :D OH I remember now. I kinda don't like the group because of Bom. I was so disappointed in her during their debut and her unmoving cheeks scare me so fucking much. :|

I haven't really been active in couple fandoms lately, but seeing YUNJAE go out and play with their dogs satisfied the YUNJAE fangirl and the DOG lover in me. ;_; sldjghklsdfjhgklsjfdhlgkdf VICKKKK. T_T I made an informative speech in my SPEECOM class and it was about GREAT PYRENEES HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH I LOVE MYSELF SOMETIMES. 8D A++++

Ahahaha I'm so random. :) I better... go now. :D UNTIL NEXT WEEK! I promise to update weekly from now on. *cross my heart* I hope you are all okay! :)

Awww. :3 :3 :3 Aside from the cheesy shouts and laughs, I really like this song. A LOOOOT!

sfgdfgjkl I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE 26TH! SNSD COMEBACK+TRANSFORMERS+SPECIAL DATE WITH RENZ=COOLNESSSSSS. :D

There are still too many things going on in my life right now, but one thing is true:



SNSD MAKES ME HAPPY I APPRECIATE BOTH GENDERS.

I know you've all seen the pictures so I won't bother posting them. But still. HOT.

Oh God. I'd go lesbian for most of the girls in SNSD. :|

I like Tiff's new look (or rather... how she went back to her original style). She DOES look like how she did when they started out, and tbh I always found her sososo pretty back then. Her shot here when she looked at the camera... that was stunning. :3

Oh I'd also go lesbian for Dara. Because. :))

Bom... looks really scary now. Her cheeks... :| :| :| there is sth terribly wrong.

And plus, he's a cutie too. :))



See? Hahahaha. :)) He's like a cute dorkie hottie idk. :))

This isn't my photo, it's from Flickr... but.



I just ate at Banana Leaf earlier... and tasted some Roti Prata again after quite a while... :(:( I'm so sad because it tasted so good and now, 12 hours later... I still want more. :(:(:(

I'm really... I just want some Roti. :(

Haha this is insane. :( I love Malay/Hindu food. TRUFAXX. Asian food in general.

zsfklhsdkljhglkdfhs :(((((((((




ANYHOW 2NE1's perf : Average and overhyped. Was not amazing, sorry to say. I like Minji though. EVen though I have to say that her dancing doesn't really impress me... but I like her chest popping thing. D: CL can be overwhelming and annoying to watch at times. Bom is just... idk there, a bit of a disappointment and Dara still doesn't know how to sing well. D: Oh well, at least she's pretty. I'll prolly like them when they improve. As of now... no. I like ITNW better. o_O

I was watching MR removed videos again and just... damn WG did horrible perfs for This Fool. And that was my favorite song off the album so I was pretty :| at that. But I get it that they were probably tired and all... but still. :| I want a good perf of my favorite song.

They all got really hot. D:

This is a crime.



OH HAI KRYSTAL JUNG YOU LOOK PRETTY WHEN ARE YOU DEBUTING? 8D ARE YOU THE NEXT YOONA? :))